3 posts tagged “plans”
Last week when I went to the doctor to get that thing in my arm removed-
Oh by the way LOOKIT
Basically I'm the at the unhealthiest point in my life. The most unhealthy. I'm pretty dang not healthy. That needs to be dealt with.
And then today I found out how miserably poor I am. I always knew I was broke, but now I'm at the point where my savings and the credit card are at opposite extremes, and not in the good way. That needs to be dealt with too.
But this is exciting!
No I'm not crazy.
When people have bad times they usually acknowledge it without doing something about it. Because they always know it can get worse. Sometimes focusing on the positive side of things prevents you from being sufficiently motivated to make things better. And that's what I'm going to start doing is make things better.
What? No I'm not going to look for a second job yet.
...No. I'm not going to look into getting those classes. There's not a lot I can- well I know I should be- Yeah I should be cooking more at home to. And yes I should being trying to apply myself socially. Look I...no that-
You know what? Shut your face. I'm going work on one thing at a time.
Which would make this the climax, I suppose?
Today I managed to get rid of four more boxes, through methods of getting rid of stuff and properly redistributing what went where.
I'd have to say this is the very limit to the amount of books I can get rid of. Maybe if I clenched my teeth and shed some tears I could get rid of more, most likely in the non-fiction/textbook field, but it wouldn't be enough to make a difference at this point.
I was talking to Caprice and was thinking of a word...like...not motivation...when you have a groove going...kind of...I'll think of it later.
Next week when my sister and mother are off to sunny Massachusetts, I'll have the entire house to myself for most of the daylight hours. Say it with me. Muaha. Ha ha. Ha. I plan to use my extensive free time and my free range of the house to take everything I own out of it. I did this once before during my early years of High School, I believe. I underestimated the total mass of my materialism and it took over the house for a few days. This time my room will take up a lot less space and I'll better plan for it.
Once everything is out of my room I'll do an extensive cleaning. My tile floor never has been properly cleaned since it was put in, which was also early high school. I'll give the walls a good scrubbing and anything else I see fit to do.
Once my home base is in order I'll attack the rest of the house. I have a week to clean and the drive to clean hard.
MOMENTUM!!!! Glad I figured it out. Anyway...
I'm under strict orders not to make decisions about getting rid of anything in the household (like those ugly lladro figurines are worth anything). Ignoring that...-I mean "despite that" that. I won't ignore it- I think I can get a lot done. Getting rid of stuff is key, but I can work around that by doing some major cleaning and organization. I'M COMING FOR YOU, DAD'S COMPUTER/FILING DESK!
Haven't been doing much lately.
Trying to start cooking.
Seriously neglecting my homework.
Alternating between cheerful and despondent. Currently desondent.
Waiting for some stuff to happen.
Need some new clothes.
